two thoughts...

keep spinning through my head...one is lyrics from an incredible song...
"if I can only hold you now, make the pain just go away...can't stop the tears from running down my face..."

and then there's the other Zen saying...

"No snowflake ever falls in the wrong place"

I like the zen saying...everything happens for a reason...and there's a reason Sean and I got together...no snowflake falls in the wrong place...and we fell into each other...we'll see what happens...