having a RX for sleeping pills so I'll be able to hopefully/finally sleep through an entire night since this whole ordeal began. I wasn't doing myself any good not being able to sleep...and the lack of sleep was only adding to the whole increased anxiety and everything else that's going on...so...it came down to sleeping pills.
I know that sleep can give you a whole new outlook, and I'm hoping a good nights sleep will do me a world of good. we'll see in the am!
I'm a little down today...started out as an apathetic day...then missing Sean (but there hasn't been a day that goes by yet that I haven't missed him...and it is him I miss...not the relationship)...then more upset over my own pity party when I think about how horrible things must be for him...why can't I be more understanding and patient? but...then it's back to the same question...how long is a while and what does that mean?
oy...it's a whirlwind day...and still no luck on a therapist...but getting closer...I can feel it!
blah...and it's raining...even better...I did walk home from the subway in the pouring rain...held my hands out wide...felt good to be wet...reminded me I am alive!
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