relationships...

I really am enjoying being in one...it's been so long since my last. I have a great time with the bf, regardless of what we're doing...having dinner out, hanging out on the river or just lounging. I still have butterflies in my stomach with that first kiss upon meeting. I smile, okay beam, when I'm talking to him. I can't wait for him to meet my family. we finish each others sentences sometimes, and have the same thoughts at the same time frequently. we look at the same hot guys when we're out (is that wrong), but it's always me who's hand he's holding, or that he has his arms around, or is making out with.

when is it too soon to say the big L word? what if I'm feeling it. when is the right time to not freak either person out?

I have all these doubts and fears...and I try not to let those come into play...but they're always there, in the back of my mind...but the good thoughts are too...plans that we've made together for a while from now...things to do...places to go...

for right now, the only thing I can say is, I'm glad to be in a relationship with him and enjoying every minute I get...