Thursday, January 21, 2010

Give it all away...

So, maybe I'm lonely. Maybe I'm not as much of a recovering romantic as I'd like to be and more of a hopeless one. Maybe it's my time of the month and the hormones are acting up. I don't know, but lately I'm just very emotional.

Dating in this town is tough, and I'm getting older, never a good mix. It's kind of lonely out there sometimes. I'm not saying I am lonely, just that it can be and is at times. It sunk in the other night when I took my best friend to a function as my date. Now, don't get me wrong, we have, over the years, been dates for each other at several different functions and we always enjoy ourselves. It's not that. It's not that I wasn't extremely happy to have him with me. It was more the thought that I brought my best friend and everyone else had a date.

Why don't I have dates? Why can't I find someone to get past date 3 with? Is it just this city? Is it me? I don't know, but I intend to take more time this year trying to find out...and at the same time, have more dates...

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