Progress...

So I have been going to the gym forever (at least it feels like that), and am finally really seeing progress. I have been seeing a trainer regularly, and I am liking what's happening to my body. I wish that it was easier. I wish that it wasn't as hard and as challenging. I wonder how all the muscle boys that I see at the gym and in the Pines all weekend do it.

I work all day and then hit the gym for at least an hour on lifting days and at least half an hour on cardio days. I eat right and I don't pig out on crap. I cut out carbs after 7PM. How do they look the way they do? How is it humanly possible to go to the gym 2 hours a day and go to work and have a social life? I struggle with work and the gym as it is and balancing a social life. I rejoice on days that I leave a little early and am out of the gym earlier than I thought I would be. I live for those days.

I look at my before and in progress photos and I'm happy with all that I've been able to accomplish, and I do want more progress. I have had a taste, and I want more! I guess I have to make this routine more a part of my lifestyle. I guess I have to do more with less. I have to do more and make more with what I have.