Dating...

I'm often times left wondering if dating is possible in the big city. Should I have stayed in suburbia if I wanted to find a relationship and date, or can I have my career, the great nyc life and date in the city too?

I've dated a few guys since I lived here. Most were great, some weren't. Even in a relationship, whether it's casual, starting out, getting serious or already there, I have found that 8 out of 10 times, one person always has their eye on the door, waiting for the next best thing to walk through the door. That's no way to be in a relationship.

I get a little jealous and lonely lately, as all my friends seem to have found bliss with someone. It's a constant reminder that I'm still single and alone. I had tickets to a great show recently, two shows actually in one week (perk of the job) and went with friends to both, was kind of depressing.

Don't get me wrong, I don't wish my friends single, I want them happy, it's just depressing to constantly be reminded that you're the third, fifth, seventh, etc wheel!