It's Just a Little Hocus Pocus...

okay...it's a kids movie...but, every year at this time I watch it and think of my sister. When I was old enough to drive, but not too old I took my sister to see this in the movie theatre...there you have it...I just admitted to her age and mine...she would have been 10 maybe...

anyway...now, every year, I watch and think of taking my sister to see the movie and having a good time when I was younger. It's not Halloween without watching Hocus Pocus...of course it helps that Bette Midler is in it...which also makes it a little gay...;-p

so...it's on now...and it's just a little Hocus Pocus and I'm young again!

Abs...

no matter how much I train, no matter how hard I work out...I seem to shrink in waist size, expand my chest, build up the biceps and transform the triceps...I just can't seem to get that V or sculpted abs that I kind of want. I know...it's bad to want those things...but I've been working so hard, and seeing so much positive results, it's just frustrating to have hit this plateau right now...oh well! we'll just have to keep working it out to get there!!!

Lazy Days...

I kind of like lazy days...getting up...making coffee...having breakfast in bed...drinking coffee watching a movie...it's nice to have a lazy morning. I should have gone to the gym, but I just felt like I needed a lazy morning. I haven't done anything valuable today except get my ass out of bed and shower...

it's gonna be one of those days until I go back to bed tonight...at least I made the bed!

unsure...

it's kind of like being at the therapist sometimes...there's a ton that I want to say...but when I get to sit down and do it...nothing comes out...

Fashion Police to the Straight Boys...

hello...if you're wearing black shoes, you wear a black belt. If you wear a brown belt, you wear brown shoes. There's no mixing and matching! It makes you look bad!

I'm just saying!

weekends...

when you work saturdays, weekends are just way to short! where did the time go. Only having Sunday off is rough. I sleep, run to do laundry, do errands, and maybe meet friends (if I'm lucky) before I have to be home to finish up ironing, clean a little and then have dinner and see Dexter and Brothers and Sisters. UGGHHHH. I miss two day weekends...

Question of the Day...

If I go crazy because of the demands of work and get sent to the funny farm...is it covered by Workers Comp?

I'm just in the inquiring/asking phase right now, for clarification.

Come OUT, come OUT, where ever you are

it's the only way our visibility will increase and the only way that our rights won't erode further than they are already.

I'm sick of being treated like a second class citizen. like my life and my love doesn't matter. Being gay is only a part of who I am, but that doesn't make it any less an important part that the other identifiers...irish, male, over 30, etc...

It's National Coming Out Day...do it for yourself...live your life and be who you are!

I hate...

boys...and I hate the games that they play.

dating should not be this difficult...I like you, you like me...let's have fun! why does it have to be about games!

I'm better than this...are there any boys out there that can relate and understand that? that remains to be seen.

Wiped out...

so...worked all day...I know...it's a holiday, but it's so not! Anyway, worked all day, hit the gym and trainer, and now I'm just home and wiped out! What's up with that? Am I really that old that I feel wiped out after work and training? when did that happen? maybe it has to do with the 80+ degree, out of season warmth we're experiencing...but...they opened the skating rink at Rock Center...let the crappy tourist season begin! Lunch just officially got longer!

does anyone read this?

dingleberries...

they're everywhere! I thought since it was fall, we would be done with them! There are trees all over my neighborhood that have the little buggers all over them. The fruit ripens, and falls to the ground...when it gets trampled or opened or crushed it smells...horrid, like crap! The whole neighborhood reeks of it sometimes now.

What is even more un-believable, is that some cultures come and collect all of them from the trees and use them to cook with! If that's what they smell like, I can't imagine what they taste like. I know I don't want to find out!

From the...

things that sound dirty, but aren't book.

"But when you come, and I am filled with wonder.
Sometimes I think I glimpse eternity."

now...if you have a dirty mind...like I do...and you take this out of context...this is very dirty!!! very dirty!

however, if I add the next line of the lyric: "You Raise Me Up" you'll know that, it is, hands down, not dirty, but from a beautiful song.

sometimes I feel like I'm taken out of context and people then only see what they know at that moment and not the entire me...and that can be bad!

then again...when I meet someone that fills me with wonder when he cums...I'm never letting him go! sorry...told you I was dirty! ;-p