silence...

sometimes it's too quiet and I want more noise around. I keep the tv or ipod going in the background just to keep me in background noise. then...at the office sometimes, when everyone's on the phone and talking and gabbing and making noise in general...I want some peace and quiet. Where's the happy medium? maybe I'm just a little schizo that way...

To Do Lists...

so...I seem to make one every weekend, and it has tons of stuff on it that I need to accomplish by the end of the weekend. Okay...well I'd like to finish by the end of the weekend...and most of the time I get a good portion of it done, but some of it seems to end up there the next weekend too! Maybe I just need to stop writing them...I'm just afraid that if I do...I won't get anything done because they'll be no reminder of what I need to finish! Maybe if there were more hours in the day I could do more during the week and then I wouldn't have so much on the weekend...hmmmmm...


food for thought...

Keeping Track...

trying a new tactic with my workouts. I'm keeping track of what I'm doing at the gym again...but I'm also writing down every day what I eat, drink and snack on. I'm hoping that it will end all of the late night snacking. it's the only area where I don't seem to have any will power. so far, so good. I'm only buying good for me stuff at the store...fat free, sugar free, etc. proteins, veggies and little starch...

changed up the cardio routine as well...we'll see if that gets any results...

resolutions...

so...apparently everyone resolved the same thing again...to get in better shape. the gym was PACKED today after work. It's the first time I've had to go after work...today was the first day back since the new year began. I think I liked the life of leisure - only from the perspective that when I went to the gym in the middle of the day or late morning...it wasn't crowded...I didn't have to wait for machines...there was no line for the cardio...

if only...oh well...I give it a week...two tops...before everyone is back on their couch and old ways!

the gym...

been really working myself at the gym...hitting it hard...lots of cardio...still seeing the trainer at least once a week...

just getting impatient...wish that the results will show more...and quickly...

oh well...we'll get there!

F'ing Cold...

so...it's the coldest it's been in NYC for a while...it's below 30 and windy! I don't think it's supposed to last much longer than today...but a nice reminder that we are actually supposed to be living in a cold climate! I'm not sure I want to venture out into it...might in a little while and hit the gym...but still not sure about that!

Happy New Year...

it was a quiet NYE for me...which was great actually. I have done the party thing in the past...and the drinking thing...but the quiet thing was nice. I'm hoping that it will signal in a calm year to come and not alot of drama...we'll see about that!